My Newest Creation! Chocolate Peanut Butter Surprise
A year and a half have passed. I think and reflect on this every day of what things mean and why certain things happen.
Things happen, Life brings you challenges that you have to figure out how to overcome these challenges. Thats life right? Well aint life a BITCH.
I thought..everyday… for a year and a half. Times I wonder why cant I just forgive and forget. But I finally came to the conclusion that I can never forgive nor will I be able to forget. Like Kelly Clarkson “what doesn’t kill me makes me stronger” right? Well if I ever do forget this its like giving up my strength. I need to remember the pain. In a way I am happy it happened. It showed me the independence that I deserve. Who ever said ” No pain, No gain” was absolutely correct. You have to feel the pain in order to gain from it.So forgetting is not an option.
Now who is really dumb enough to forgive. Forgiving takes a lot, for me to forgive means that the other party needs to understand what the pain was and how they gained from it. Everything you do should be a life lesson. A lesson that you can use in your life. You wasted my time, and I don’t really appreciate it, so don’t waste any more. Use what you have as your life lesson.
Its actually a lot more complicated than a simple two party problem, you decided that this party should be a four person party, actually to really think about it, it was a fucking BIG ASS PARTY cause there was a lot more involvement. Well gee, thanks I had a blast. This Party actually fucked you up more than it did to me. Thanks for the party and thanks for the pain. You definitely done it, You will be remembered forever.
I don’t intend anything bad for you, I really don’t. I actually hope the best for you, truthfully. I have overcome this in my own way, just hoping you know how to grow up and realize that the real world is really real. But don’t realize it too late, life is short. Best to you and the rest of your life. Now I can really say Good Bye.
Just living life how life intended it to happen I guess.
I sometimes feel as if i cant get up. Where I would just fall and lay where I am. No one would help me, and no one would care. Id just lay here…
why are they so cutee
my favorite part
“I want to be someone’s first choice.”